Thoughts from the Heart

I'm so sick of all of this. The lies, the fakeness, the fake smiles, and the lines of everything's going to be okay. Cause everything's not going to be okay. So stop lying to me because you're trying to protect me. All you're doing is hurting me. The sudden shock of finding out that you've been going to seminars and stuff for MS behind my back only makes it worse. Specially since it was during an appointment with my specialist. There's no reason to hide it from me. This is my future after all. I just want people to be upfront with me. Be honest. Don't lie or hide things from me. It only makes things seem worse then they are.