So ready? Picture this. You are nowhere close to being where you pictured yourself at this point in time but that's okay because you've become okay with where you are. Now picture being picked up by a claw like one of those claws in the game machines at the board walk. Imagine that claw taking you off the path you are on and going backwards one too many steps and dropping you there.
That's how I feel. I've been dropped back into a place I never wanted to be let alone a place I never expected to be again. I'm not even sure what to do but cry. So that's what I've been doing, lots and lots of crying. Everyone seems to want me to be happy about whats going on. And I want to be happy but I can't be happy about this because otherwise I feel crazy. Life was so much easier with answers.
