Matters of Life

Everyone envisions their life going a certain way. Leaving an impact on the world. Doing certain things by a certain age. Being mature and responsible. No one envisions the bad and what could go wrong. Because why would you unless it came to a time when you had to? I played by the rules, no boyfriends, no dating, no sex. I focused on school, my grades and extracurricular activities. The same in college. Now I sit after playing by the rules for so many years wondering where I went wrong and why this is happening to me..