Wishing For a Normal Life..

So after long days of thinking I'm falling behind in the boyfriend or child department, I'm beginning to think how I'm missing out on life in general. And people are always telling me this like I don't know but I do. I know about all the fun and parties I'm missing. The truth is half the time it doesn't seem to bother me. Then other times it does and I just want to be a normal twenty year old. But somehow I don't believe that will ever happen. It's a nice wish but only that. A wish left unanswered. Just a wish.