That feeling of knowing that no matter when you do he's still not going to want you like you want him. Those feelings that you have for him, that you try to keep buried deep down, come out when you see him. It's even worse when you see him and his arm is around her and you see the look in his eye that he has for her. You know he is never going to look at you like that. But would give anything for him to look at you like that just once.
I can't even say I love you because we've never dated, but this feeling I have for you is so strong. I can't help it. As much as I try to ignore it and move on, it just gets worse. I want to forget you but something pulls at me. Because forgetting you means letting you go, I want to let you go but at the same time I want you so bad my insides hurt. How is it possible for one single individual to have this effect on me? How is it that I feel so much for you and you feel nothing for me? Why can't I just let you go?
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