Matters of Life

Do you ever feel like you are living a lie? Like your life has become a lie? That's how I am feeling. It's like suddenly everything has changed and I'm hiding everything that has to do with my health. It sucks. I have MS...it's not like I'm dying. But what I want to do on certain nights (Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays) seems to revolve around a little injection called Rebif. Hopefully, it will do it's job and slow down the progress of my MS. So this lie I'm living will be worth it. Because no one but myself, my parents, my two aunts, my doctors, and a few close friends know about the MS and the injections. Sometimes I wish this could be out in the open but then I realize it's probably a lot better that it is hidden away in a dark corner.